The Melody of an Ambulance

I saw JD today
I’m still going to call her JD
Even if she hates me or not
Because I love her
And we were bestfriends
And JD was her name when we were bestfriends
God, it feels like she died or something
But I know she didn’t
Anyway
I sent Jodi an apology
A pretty huge one
To pass on to JD as well
I hope she at least accepts my apology
She doesn’t have to forgive me
I’d just like it if she would acknowledge it or something
I guess I’m just realizing a lot of things lately
It’s coming on so fast
I don’t feel good
I’m gonna go sleep